Sunday, August 14, 2011

It's not working


I have to be honest.

All the efforts to distinguish between voluntary and forced prostitutes are not working. Okay, I could go for older prostitutes to decrease the probability of encountering a forced prostitute. But you have to go for older than 35 if you want to be fairly confident. And prostitutes often lie about their ages; saying they are 26 when in reality they are 34. Actually, I can't even distinguish a 20-year-old woman from a 30-year-old woman.

I prefer window prostitutes over prostitutes in indoor venues, even though I know that probably the problem of forced prostitution is much worse in window prostitution. But in window prostitution you have so much more choice. In clubs there are often only one or two women available, increasing the risk of an embarrassing encounter. But just leaving would also be embarrassing.

And actually, I don’t care that much anymore. I have become the evil client I never imagined I would become.

The client who doesn’t care less.

But I felt very sick after my last visit.

So perhaps within that cold block of ice there’s a tiny warm heart beating after all.

Wednesday, August 03, 2011

:'''-(part two)

Well, it seems that reading horrendous human trafficking stories doesn't work for me.

It seems that I have to find a different strategy to stop me from visiting prostitutes.

Perhaps I just have to stop fantasizing about vistiting prostitutes first.

First correct my sexual fantasies.

I think I'll just write sex stories on my blog, without the involvement of prostitutes.

Or sex poems!!!!!

But no prostitutes.